my blog is almost dead.
and yeah im sick and tired of all the fucked up things happening everywhere by everyone.
but fuck it cos im not giving it any damn!
and so Wavehouse on 28th spells awesome lahh!
i didnt take any pics, so yeahh!
but hell it is the culmination of my story!
i dont know exactly what to rant about anymore.
so byeeeee!
Yours Truly @ 10:09 PM
standing by and waiting at your back door.
all this while how could you not know.
baby, you belong with me.
Yours Truly @ 11:02 AM
11 - 09 - 09
beautiful date ever.
its been long since i felt this good.
thanks to you Mr Mystery Guy.
=)
let's have many more of this.
cos im reaally loving it.
11 am- 7 pm
not so last minute meet up was planned.
long bus ride to clarke quay.
talked and laughed.
realised clarke quay has no purple line.
dropped at city hall.
took bus 51.
dropped at wrong bustop.
chatted and giggled
walked far far away.
lost, as usual.
cachinnated
given the wrong direction by someone.
finally saw the waves from far.
took the steep stairs.
on the waves.
began raining.
chuckled and winked.
walked to hort park.
break into a pavillion.
rain stopped.
sat at waves.
talked and talked.
and talked.
exchanged smiles.
lots of it.
went off to city hall.
and back home.
that was the most beautiful date ever.
no money
no people.
simple.
i love it.
Yours Truly @ 9:46 PM
YOU KNOW THAT IS ONE OF THE MAJOR SOURCE FOR ME TO "LOOK" AT YOU, SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU DELETE ME OFF YOU ACCOUNT.
i do not know what to say.
dissapointingg.
NABEI CB!
Yours Truly @ 11:45 PM
baik ar boy!
kau delete aku dari kau nye account?
eh siak ar, asal orang2 ni suke buat promise2 taik ar?
bullshit!
liar!
irritating idiot!
i hate you oh so much!
Yours Truly @ 11:31 PM
"to forget them and move on is different from hiding from them. going to places you once went with them and still feel happy, thats is when you really have moved on."
-Mirul
this guy here is so mean that whatever he said bit me all the way to the nerves of my heart.
this guy here is so gay he wear striking yellow jacket with purple shirt inside.
this guy here is so irritating he sings right in my ear in class.
this guy here made me realize i have not moved on.
this guy here is awesome that i have finally decided to move on.
and all thanks to this guy,
im still standing here.
thank you,
Amirul Hayat
or should i call you, Chuck Bass?
Yours Truly @ 11:07 PM
heyy you..
am i suppose to pretend im not feeling what im feeling?
im not asking for much. just friendship,ya know?
i dont know what past you had, but we are living in the future.kan?
my existence is not important to u larr.
but kan, aku bukan ajak kahwin tau. stakat uat kawan jerr.
aiyo!
mysterious la u.
or just living up o the "ignorance is bliss" nye statement?
ok aku pening!
and tak tau nak update aper!
Yours Truly @ 7:50 PM

at times,
i just feel like crying cos you are not here with me.

at times,
i feel like killing myself knowing that i dont have your shoulder to cry on.

at times,
i dont have the appetite cos you are no more my eating partner.

at times,
i still wished i could be you wife wearing tudung.

at times,
i just wished i could carry our own big-eyed children and go everywhere saying proudly
"this is our child."
at times,
i realise it wont be the same anymore.
i still love you.
i am trying to understand.
Yours Truly @ 12:12 AM
I won't force you to forget her.
I won't push you to work.
I have given up.
But don't worry cause
I won't give up on you.
I won't give up on us.
I won't give up on our love.
For, I still love you.
Now & forever.
Yours Truly @ 7:06 PM
Dad says I look skinnier.
Mum says I look pale.
But all this was yesterday.
Today. I shall rock the world back.
World,are you ever ready?
Get prepared.
Yours Truly @ 9:42 AM
After so long, I feel so refresh.
All doll up to window-shop.
Hope to meet up.
Loved
Yours Truly @ 7:26 PM
You know what diary, I think I wanna give you a name.
Bloggie. I shall name you bloggie.
I shall make u the first person to hear my problems.
If only you were more physical. Then i could hug you. And know that I'm not alone on this torturous journey.
Bloggie, my life is so boring. It was once not. But it is now.
Hmmmmmh.
I wanna shout. But noone would hear.
:(
Yours Truly @ 5:42 PM
I have no mood to doll up.
I have no mood to dress up.
I sat back and ponder at the reason why I'm feeling this way.
Then I realize everything wasn't my fault.
So now I finally woke up and realize I shouldn't torture myself for no reason.
If you love me, do what you feel your heart ask you to do. And not just do stuff you think you should.
Yours Truly @ 4:31 PM